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Waiting by WhiteThorn, literature

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Waiting

Waiting for the rain to fall, And wash everything away. Waiting for the clouds to come, And block everything out. Waiting for the thunder to roll, And drown out all the sound. Waiting for a perfect ending, And everything to fall apart. Waiting for life to end, And everything to be easier. Waiting… Waiting for what? We are all waiting. But waiting for what? Do we wait for that which will never come? Do we wait for the inevitable? Do we wait to know what cannot be known? Do we wait… Is that all? Waiting for the rain to fall, Waiting for clouds to come, Waiting for the thunder to roll. Waiting for the perfect story-book e

Welcome to My Life.... by WhiteThorn, literature

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Welcome to My Life....

So dark, So empty. Such is my world. Lost and alone, Nothing and no one. Welcome to my life. I try to care, I try to love. Unrequited are my attempts. On my own, I'm all I have. This I have learned, And is what I live by. I am my friend, I am my love. I am all I have. Trusting no one, There is nothing to hide. Confiding in no one, There is nothing to reveal. Loving no one, There is nothing to break. This I have learned, In my world so alone. Caring for on one and nothing, I leave my soul entact. I leave my heart unbroken, But I leave my world, Incomplete. Missing pieces, never whole; Such is my world, Welcome t

How Dark is the Night.... by WhiteThorn, literature

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How Dark is the Night....

Bundled in my blanket, Fighting off the cold, I fix my gaze ont he darkness of the night. Listening to rain as it falls to the ground, Watching the lightening pierce the sky. I remain mesmerized by the rolls of thunder. Each drop strikes the ground, As each tear folls to the floor. Starin into the infinite abyss of the room, Lit only for seconds, When the lightening scars the sky. Brief flashes of light, Like the memories my heart relives. Vivid details, followed by a depressing emptiness. Fading into the night, As the rains slows, and the thunder quiets. Alone again, In the darkness of the night. Oh how dark is the night...

Freedom... by WhiteThorn, literature

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Freedom...

Caught in the gale of life, Tossed about as if a rag doll, Fighting the current that pulls at my feet. So tired, barely able to breathe. Asphixiating, as images begin to blurr. I give in at last, To the relentless tug of the tide. I have fought so hard, for so long. Nothing left to keep me here. I see only shapes now, A confused mass of colors, As I let myself be pulled under. I close my eyes, And welcome the sleep that overtakes me. The sleep from which I will not wake. At last, I can rest, And my world had gone black. No more pain, An end to the questions. My last breath seeps from my lips, A slient release of my soul,

The Shadows of the Night by WhiteThorn, literature

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The Shadows of the Night

Hiding in the shadows of the night's embrace, Sheltered from the pouring rain, I grope for my sanity, And find it long gone. Where I lost it, I cannot be sure. When I lost it, I remember all too well. I try to forget the night, That has never truly ended. It's hard to dismiss the past, When it is your present and future. Engulfed in this black abyss, I draw little comfort in the emptyness I feel, The hollow cavern of my world, And the rain that slowly fills it. This has become my world, Where I alone reside. My empty body, huddled in the merciful shadows. Nothing worth caring for resides in me any more. No heart to give,

The Little Things... by WhiteThorn, literature

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The Little Things...

I replay that day in my head, Over and over again. I never want to forget, What happened with us. Your eyes, your pain, Wrapped in your amrs one last time. Tears streaming from my eyes, Lost in shock. Good-bye so soon? I tell you it's ok, That I understand. Can you sense my lie? A year of Heaven, Thank you for that. You made me complete, For the time you loved me. Remember me and how I love you. Never will my love waver, Even in death. Remember the times we laughed, And how we cried. Rememberwhen we laid in the grass, And planned forever. Remember the late nights, And laying in each others' arms. Remember my heart, T

The Puzzle by WhiteThorn, literature

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The Puzzle

"I'm scared." "I don't want to lose you." Words so familiar. "You won't lost me." "I love you." Words I now long for. We said forever, no matter what. NowI say "I love you," To the empty night sky. To the wind blowing through the tress, I say "forever." No one to hear me scream my pain, No one to hear me cry. The tears that fall, Fall in the cold solace of the night. Alone, like me. Each tear is a memory of us, And a memory we'll never make. I cry for the memories that will never exsit, Not for the ones I have. I cry for us, Not for myself. I'll miss you, my love. For you are my missing piece, In the puzzle of my life

Home by WhiteThorn, literature

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Home

Fighting the urge to scream, I can't help but feel alone. I don't want to be angry, But the rage consumes me. I know we said good bye, I know we said we'd still talk. But how can I talk to you, When I can't speak past my tears? I gave you everything I was, I gave you my heart. You have it all, and I have nothing. I miss you more than words can say, My life is an empty void. I want back the life we had, The memories we made. I miss the hugs and kisses, And seeing my reflection In your deep brown eyes. I miss you arms around me, Holding me close, And whispering "I love you" in my ear. I miss my love, I miss my heart, I

Hiding by WhiteThorn, literature

My Life by WhiteThorn, literature

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My Life

I look at my life, And how it used to be. I look at my life, And how I miss what it was. I look at my life, And wonder what might have been. I look at my life, And remember those that have been lost. I look at my life, And I'm proud of who I have become. I look at my life, And would change nothing. I look at my life, And realize that I am just me. I look at my life, And hope for greater things. I look at my life, And know that I will succeed. I look at my life, And cry for the missing memories. I look at my life, And despair for lost friends. I look at my life, And see all that I will become. I look at my life, And u

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Loss by WhiteThorn, literature

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Loss

The tears streamed from my eyes, as I placed my ring on his finger. His hand was cold, but I wanted him to keep it. Forever. I didn't want it to end, I wanted to be us for all eternity. I didn't want to say good bye. I loved him, with all my heart, and I couldn't just let it go. My mind whirled, remember the night before, trying to understand why it happened. The party was great, and it went pretty late. The music was loud and the people were fun. But for one reason only. The kegs were over-flowing, and the vodka was everywhere. Chris and I stuck with Pepsi and Mountain Dew, simply because Chris had to drive home. Three o'clock ro

Unsedated Fury by WhiteThorn, literature

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Unsedated Fury

So many frustrations, So few outlets. So many worries, So few comforts. All the world's a complication, Nothing to sedate the fury. We pass through the days, Up-tight, and needing to be unwound. Into knots we tie ourselves, Tightened by the world around. Until we scream in pain, Suffocating on our unfed desires. So many frustrations, So few outlets. So many worries, So few comforts. All the world's a complication, Nothing to sedate the fury.

Will You Catch Me? by WhiteThorn, literature

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Will You Catch Me?

Will you catch me if I fall? I caught you, When your balance you lost. I set you straight, I helped you walk. I told you time again, I'll be right here, To catch you when you fall. I feel my feet slipping, And the ground quickly tilting. Will you catch me if I fall? Will you save my heart, As I did yours? Will you extend a hand, and a heart, To break my fall? No more room to stand, The ground is falling from me, I'm falling from the world. Will you catch me if I fall?

Nothing Left by WhiteThorn, literature

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I cut the skin, Like butter, The knife glides through. The river of red, Trickles down my arm. Shouldn't this hurt? Shouldn't I cry? Now I remember. I am already crying. Crying inside. Teras now of blood, A sacred plasma. Metallic to the tast, But yet so sweet. The blood that ran, Through my heart. Through you, Seeps from the wound. You were my heart, You were my life. Cutting the skin, Slipping into darkness, And now I say good-bye...

untitled... by WhiteThorn, literature

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All the good I have ever seen in the world, I see it in your eyes. All the happiness I have ever felt, I feel in your touch. Because it's the simple things that get me by. Those are the reasons I go on from day to day. All the warmth that I've felt from the sun on my face, I can feel at night, when you lay down next to me. And the more I think about it the more I realize, That you are my reason for breathing. And you have become everything I need.

No One by WhiteThorn, literature

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No One

All alone as the moon crosses the sky. All alone as the stars burn out and die. No one to care or comfort me. No one to care to even see, The terrible pain I hold inside, The pain I so well hide. All alone as the setting sun glows. All alone as the clouds, the wind blows. Hiding inside my shell, A haven I know so well. No one to care, No one even dares, To enter my world of pain. Lost and alone I lay slain. Good bye to no one... No one at all.....

I say I love you... by WhiteThorn, literature

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I say I love you...

I say I love you, I mean until time breaks, 'Til eternity is dying, And infinity is in flames. I say I love you, I know I always have. Two halves together make a whole, My half on fire, your half night, I say I love you, I scream at the stars, That shine down on us with envy, Jealous of the fire we hold. Tonight, we lie here side by side, And it's the thought of falling Asleep next to you that makes, Me say I love you.

An eternal apology... by WhiteThorn, literature

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An eternal apology...

Forever would never be long enough For me to show you All the love that hides in my soul. I'd need a life time of forevers, Just to show you my heart. But what lies withing my heart, Will never be uncovered. I lost forever, When I lost you that night. I lost my soul When I foolishly said good bye. I lost the world, Withe every tear that fell. I lost my mind When I found that you've moved on. I apologize for everything I have done. I apologize for the pain that I caused. I apologize for what I put you through. If I could take back what I did, I'd live everything all over again. I'd go to hell and back Just to see that lov

My World by WhiteThorn, literature

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
www.myspace.com/brittmayo
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Current Residence: Maine
Favourite genre of music: everything
Favourite photographer: Mylo
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Shell of choice: One i can hide in
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever my eyes create
Skin of choice: A fake one
Favourite cartoon character: JTHM baby!
Personal Quote: Life is not measured by the amount of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Favourite Visual Artist

Van Gough

Favourite Movies

The Last Samurai, Scarface, and The Crow, Edward Scissor Hands, A Nightmare Before Christmas,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Disturbed, Mushroom Head, Mudvayne, Hinder, Three Days Grace, Stone Sour, AFI, Flaw, Slipknot

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Who's the better killer?

Tools of the Trade

quill pen, fountain pen, anything i can write on

Other Interests

Writing, music, reading, driving, LOUD music :-p

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WhiteThorn

Sep 13, 2006

Happy happy happy

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So, I finally have something to smile about.  I left my boyfriend, T, because he treated me like a trophy girlfriend, and was really kind of an ass, and I finally finally finally got the one thing I have wanted more than anything for quite some time.  My best friend from Ashland, Jeremy, and I are finally together.  We've been dating for a little over a week, and I haven't been this happy in years.  I love him so much!  We got drunk a little over a week ago, and spilled our hearts to each other, and now, we're inseperable.  He makes me so freaking happy!  I haven't stopped smiling since we fell asleep in each other's arms on Sept. 4.  It's th

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WhiteThorn

Aug 8, 2006

Dark is the night....

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I stayed up last night just to sit on the curb by my boyfriend's apartment, feeling the rain pound against my skin.  I watched lightening hit the ground in Old Town, one of the few times it does in Maine.  The thunder rolled across the sky for an hour, loud claps and booms, like someone punching something immovable, relentlessly.  Wrapped in a fleece blanket, my face turned toward the sky, I let the rain wash away my tears.  Why I cried, I'm not sure.  I only know that I felt utterly alone, in the blackness of the night.  As each bolt of lightening pierced the sky, the tears fell harder.  Until finally, the rain stopped, and with it, my tears

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WhiteThorn

Jan 21, 2006

Dorm Life

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What up people.  Guess who's finally on campus?  Yea, that'd be me.  And I'm totally lovin' it.  It rox.  I'm finally on my own and can do whatever the hell I want.  It totally rox.  Right now, I'm hangin' out with Jeremy, a friend from up north.  It's pretty cool.  Anyway, I just wanted to leave anyone who cares my number at my dorm and my e-mail at college.  I'll finally have time to do some writing, so I'll start posting again.  Anyway, here's the DL.  Dorm #: 581-8201 E-mail: Brittny.Mayo@umit.umaine.edu.  Later Dayz! Britt